Overall, the project was challenging not just because of the collaboration but also due to doing a lot of work from home and finding motivation when things were tough. However, it has been a huge eye opener and learning curve for me as I have found new ways of working, techniques that I really enjoy and want to take further, and I have made many mistakes digitally and, in the workshops, where I have had to problem solve to come up with solutions. I found getting started on this project a bit slow but then time seemed to fly by, and deadlines crept up on you quickly. If I had more time some parts of my project I would change as since looking back at all my mark making and development work, I feel that I lost some of my techniques and ideas when transitioning my work into repeating patterns digitally. Also, in my book I spoke about a few different experiments and ideas that I didn’t get chance to explore due to being pressed for time and changing my ideas which I would have liked to have looked at. This project has tested my time management and organisation skills, due to wanting to handprint I need to have final designs ready early on to allow me time to get into the workshops and experiment before doing the real one. This is something I will bear in mind for the next project as booking spaces aren’t going to be as available.
The collaboration was a test and at times I felt lost and behind on work due to communication between what I was supposed to be doing and what my partners role was, was confused. I learnt new skills in photoshop and Illustrator from doing the collaboration. I also learnt that if I want to change something when working in a group I should be fully prepared with other options and compromises as it looks more professional and easier to get an outcome you want that way. I feel that that is a valued lesson I will take forward.
I enjoyed seeing my work transition from stationary to fashion and how some designs work better in either or both fields. I became obsessed with trying my prints on different flat mock-up and creating outfits through doing this. I put my designs into loads pf different colourways in this project due to putting them on to flat mock-ups, this made realise that I should experiment more with colour when creating the patterns. I believe that I need to have more confidence in what I am doing as the collaboration made me feel really nervous as I didn’t think they would like what I had designed. I think I compare myself to other to much and should feel more proud of what I produce. Sometimes I feel I should take more risks in my work and maybe if I had more time in the future I would go back and follow the suggestions I made in my book to do different experiments and ideas. I really have loved being more abstract with keeping my work texture and shape based I think this is something I would love to pursue more in the future and to see where it can take me.
