My three years of study at Cardiff Met has opened a door of opportunities for me. My journey has been no smooth ride with wanting to leave in first year, the pandemic in second and third year. However, I have grown as an individual and over come my own problems to allow me to further my education and complete my BA Hons degree in Textiles, which I could not be more proud of.
Over the course of three years, I feel that I have not only learnt physical skills in the workshops but also personal skills such as time keeping and learning to be flexible. These skills are valuable when moving into industry jobs as you need to be able to work well in a team and be able to communicate your ideas confidently. Through presenting my work to the cohort formally I have grown in confidence when speaking publicly and now feel that I am at a stage where I could nominate myself to present as I would not be so shy and nervous like I was in first year. This is a skill that I value as it will help me in future employment. A skill that I am still working on is being confident in my own work and decision making. I feel that sometimes I second guess myself with colour and what I think looks right. However, I have had to make a lot of decisions in my recent project by myself as we have not had as much social contact with others on the course and course leaders. I am hoping that my decisions were the right ones. I am learning to trust my instincts as nobody knows your project better than yourself.
I am most proud of finding my identity as an artist. I believe that the turning point for me was in the first lockdown in my second year when I began taking time to really think about my patterns and not feeling like I had to rush everything. Having some alone time to create and not compare myself to others on my course gave me confidence. I started to build my skills on photoshop where I realised that I could create in new ways and do so much more. I was no longer limiting my abilities and I was open to trying out new processes and techniques. I continued this new journey into my third year where a found a love for expressionism and being abstract. I feel that being messy with my marks and not so illustrative and perfect really suited my style. This is where my interests lie, and I plan to carry on expressing myself in this way.
My future aspirations are to set up my own studio where I can continue to create in an abstract manner. I would also like to then set up a business selling my work. However, I feel that it is important to understand business and industry before starting off on my own so would like to get a job that will allow me to learn how the industry works. I would love to travel whether it be for a company that I am working for or on my own to gain inspiration. I feel that learning new cultures and seeing new places is important and of value to me. These experiences could spark connections with potential partnerships and inspiration for new projects. I love the idea of my work being made in a sustainable way. This is something that I researched for my dissertation but have not yet fully put into practice within my work. One of the next steps for me would be to extend my knowledge on this area and start creating in a way that I felt was sustainable and represents me and my brand in the best way.
My experience as a whole at Cardiff Met has been thoroughly enjoyable. My degree will aid me in so many ways in the future and help me achieve the career that I envision myself having. I have learnt so much that I will keep forever and put into use in my future career.
